| Writer's Block: There Can Be Only One |
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| 08:06pm 31/05/2009 |
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That's an awkward phrasing. Of course I believe in monogamy, I also believe in polygamy. Both exist in the world. History and society have proven that.
I don't support polygamy, but some cultures do and that's fine. I also don't think I'll ever practice polyamory. I'm way too possessive and jealous and have way too low self-esteem to handle sharing someone with another person. I'd constantly be asking myself why I wasn't enough for him. Or what I could do to be better and enough. I'd want to know what she or he had that I didn't (apart from anatomy). I'd hate it and constantly worry he'd be taken away from me. Plus, I'd feel like I was cheating on him if I ever tried having another boyfriend.
I only want one, one soulmate. Husband. I want to be his only wife. I might be a bit selfish, but that's what I want. |
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| Spirit Animals |
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| 04:57am 15/05/2009 |
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Animals that I have always been fascinated with: Wolves Dolphins Horses Dingos Bats Foxes Otters Snakes
Animals that I see a lot in nature: Rabbits Cardinals Robins Bluejays Deer Red-tailed hawks Squirrels Bees Butterflies Moths Caterpillars Roly-polies Dragonflies Ladybugs Spiders (God help me)
Animals that I have seen in nature: Barracuda Angelfish Dolphins Stingray Gecko Turtles Alligator |
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| Writer's Block: Really, Truly |
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| 09:27pm 29/03/2009 |
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I'm not sure what I believe anymore. I mean, I suppose I believe that true love exists, because it would make life so much brighter. All the hurt and rejections from failed relationships would be justified if true love is what we all are propelled towards. Not that any of this counts for me, though. So, sure, I believe in true love. I just don't think true love believes in me.
As for love at first sight, no. Lust, infatuation, sure. But love can't come from just seeing someone. Unless by "seeing" that includes a date in which you really get to know the person. Even then, chances are you'll be infatuated. |
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| Writer's Block: Going to Extremes |
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| 05:18am 29/03/2009 |
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This is what happens when you fuck up your sleeping schedule doing an all-night writing assignment thing. Lady Gaga is kinda gorgeous. I need to sleep 'cause I'm getting up at 2 no matter what.
I'm not, so no worries about offending me. I think I would love to do free-diving. I mean, that's probably not what everyone would think of, but to be able to dive down into the ocean without all the bulk of scuba gear and to rely on yourself only would be amazing. There was a special on the best free-diver in the world on Animal Planet or Discovery once that I watched on a flight to England, and I was in awe at her grace and ability.
I think ice climbing would be pretty cool, too, but I have this bad habit of getting super sleepy in the cold.
Flowboarding looks cool, but I can't even skateboard. |
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| Writer's Block: First Things First |
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| 04:30am 29/03/2009 |
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What: my stuffed rabbit Bunny FooFoo (sometimes with Mr. as the prefix). I took that bunny everywhere with me and sucked on his ears. My earliest thought was when I got him I didn't like the patterns the paint on the eyes made, so I licked on them (and apparently teethed, to). I was devastated when I came home from vacation once to find my young husky had ripped him to pieces and strewn his stuffing about the house.
Who: In the non-platonic way, probably a boy named Stephen. He was the first boy that didn't seem to mind or notice my weight and found out I liked him, but didn't run away in disgust/terror. He ended up just leading me on and then asking out one of my best friends. Who I'm no longer best friends with. I thought I was over him, but still whenever I see him and talk to him, I forget what he did to me and put me through. It's infuriating. |
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| Books I want (as told by Shelfari) |
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| 01:32pm 25/03/2009 |
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I want this list somewhere other than shelfari. Also helps me if I want to print it out.
* - Want ** - Really Want *** - Really, Really Want **** - Must Have *****- BUY ASAP
( Bibliophile Ahoy! )I've got more but...oh my god, not enough time. This will be updated like my horror movie list.
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| 01:37am 03/03/2009 |
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My real name puts me in Hufflepuff >.> I'm sensing a pattern. Although my nickname put me in Ravenclaw. |
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| 12:36am 01/03/2009 |
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Movies I want to see
Horror Alone in the Dark (1982) Blair Witch 2: Book of Shadows Cigarette Burns (2002) Dolls (1987)
House of 1,000 Corpses (2003) Pretty good for the gore, not much terror. The ending is a little weird. Last House on the Left (1972 & 2009) Scanners (1981) Silent Night Deadly Night (1984) The People Under the Stairs (1991) Return to House on Haunted Hill Never Cry Werewolf Insanitarium Prom Night (2008) All the Boys Love Mandy Lane Shutter (2008) Torment
The Unborn Interesting. I definitely liked the way it included historical stuff such as the part about what Mengele did to twins during the Holocaust. Skinwalkers Hostel II An American Haunting Altered
The Devil's Rejects Pretty much the gorefest of the first one, but with more Baby Firefly, which kinda made the movie for me. Stupid girlcrush. Hide and Seek The Uninvited (2009)
The Poughkeepsie Tapes Kind of weird, set up like a documentary. There are some creepier moments. Pretty good overall, though. The Haunting of Molly Hartley Mirrors The Midnight Meat Train Shiver The Orphanage The Institution (2006)
Walled In I liked it. The twists were very interesting. Unrest Dark Remains
Amusement Weird. The only section that really freaked me out was the one with the clown. Fuck, I hate clowns. Hallettsville The Haunting in Conneticut Bitten Bled The Lost Manhunter Autopsy 28 Days Later 28 Weeks Later
To be added to eventually. |
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| 08:01pm 08/02/2009 |
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Your result for The Golden Compass Daemon Test...
Calm Thoughtful Soul
You are a calm and restrained person, and you don't usually let your emotions get the better of you. Your friends and family are very important to you, and you enjoy spending time with them. However, you need to get away from them occasionally, because you need regular time to yourself to unwind a bit.
You are thoughtful and sensitive to the needs of others, especially your loved ones. You make an excellent listener, and your friends rely on you to be their rock in times of trouble. It is rare that you ask them to return the favour, however: you are a private person, and you rarely talk about your feelings. You don't like confrontation, and you don't usually react when someone hurts your feelings. You try to give people the benefit of the doubt, and you don't want to cause a fuss. You pick your battles, and when someone steps over the line, you surprise them with the vehemence of your emotions.
Your daemon's form would represent your poised, confident nature and your calm self restraint. He or she would probably rarely speak in public, but when alone, you and he/she could review the day, and he or she could provide the reassurance and comfort that you deny yourself by keeping your emotions bottled up.
Suggested forms: Cheetah, Crane, Wolf, Raven.
Take The Golden Compass Daemon Test at HelloQuizzy
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| 01:01am 12/12/2008 |
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 Bears are strong and independent creatures who roam in the forest in search of food. Bears are usually gentle, but anger one and be prepared for their full fury! You won't back down from a fight, you have a bit of a temper -- classic attributes of a bear. Intelligent and resourceful, though lazy at times, you are a fascinating creature of the wild. You were almost a: Monkey or a KittenYou are least like a: Chipmunk or a MouseWhat Cute Animal Are You? |
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| Writer's Block: Gone but Not Forgotten |
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| 09:19pm 06/12/2008 |
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I miss The Dresden Files. Stupid Sci-Fi waiting too long to decide whether to come back or not, then blaming the actor for finding work elsewhere. God.
I miss Boy Meets World, too. I know they grew up, but I still miss that show!
Oh! OMG I MISS WISHBONE LIKE WHOA DX God that show was awesome! |
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| Bored |
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| 09:42pm 28/11/2008 |
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Your rainbow is strongly shaded blue and violet. What is says about you: You are a creative person. You appreciate friends who get along with one another. You are patient and will keep trying to understand something until you've mastered it. You share hobbies with friends and like trying to fit into their routines. Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com. |
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| Writer's Block: I Love Lucy |
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| 08:47pm 18/10/2008 |
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Well, they aren't a couple yet, but I still think of them as one. I think it would be Derek Morgan and Penelope Garcia from Criminal Minds. He's like...tall, muscular, and gorgeous to just about anyone who looks at him no matter what their personal preferences. She is short, quite plump, and a total computer nerd--not to mention a bit of a dork considering she enjoys online RPG. Yet, they are so cute around each other and stuff.
Plus it gives hope to the dorky, heavier girls out there that there's a sexy, handsome crime fighter out there for them.
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| Going on Vacation |
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| 09:29pm 09/07/2008 |
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I'm going to London, England and then to Edinburgh, Scotland for the next 10 days. It'll be a pretty damn good time, actually. Lots of touring, but no parents. It's a group of classmates that are going with a couple teachers. When I get back, hopefully Vince and Moose will be off to Canadia for faceups from Leen frozenwingsbjd.
No one panic if you don't see me for a while, k? :3
Lalala. Bye! |
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